That Precise Moment

That precise moment
When there is nothing
To contain it any more
And it all rushes up
Uncontrollable
Unstoppable
Flooding out everything
An eruption of
Pain
Anger
Sadness
Unworthiness
Frustration
Not enough
Fear
Never enough
Never ever enough
Flowing up & out
Wetting
My cheeks
My chest
Trying at first to wipe
It away
Realizing it is useless
Just letting it go
Raw
Unleashed
Mixed with
Sounds from
Deep
Inside my heart
I surrender
With each tear drop
A New Moon
Cleansing
I must need
To begin
Creating again
Thank you, Sister Moon
No fight left in me
I hand it over
To you
Taking comfort
In your presence
Your fresh light
Wrapped around me
So be it